Saturday, April 23, 2005

Will this ever go away?

We had a long, unpleasant talk about this again last week. He says that they lied, and that I should believe him, instead of them. Uh, no. I don't for a minute believe that. It happened. I'm about as sure of it as I could be without actually being there. He tried to pull the "well if you don't believe me then we have no future together" bullshit. (See, once upon a time, when he threatened to leave, I got horribly upset and cried, and promised to fix everything... so he pulls it out occasionally when he doesn't like how things are going.) I pretty much told him that I wasn't changing my mind because he wanted me to, and if that was how he felt he should go pack. Guess he decided it wasn't such a big deal after all- he's still here. I mean, come on, I've already forgiven him for it, I don't throw it at him all the time, why does it matter that I still believe it happened?